January 2012
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May 2011
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November 2010
1 post
October 2010
11 posts
Poem
As the wind tugs against me,
my hair gently caresses my face
trying to make the pain lessen.
I stand upon the cliff top
watching them fade away
on the marvelous ocean of blue
in their wooden ships.
As they get smaller
my pain grows larger.
Will they ever return? Or
will I forever stay alone.
I thought of the first two lines randomly, I guess it could interpret how I feel with friends....
I’m tired of everyone expecting such high things from me, my school, my parents my friends and myself included. I just want to be carefree and lost in my own world. I want to run a muck and just be slap happy. Even if I appear obnoxious I won’t be aware of it, I’ll be happy enough to scream at the top of my lungs “I don’t Give a Fuck”. I want to make all my...
My favorite things:
Hardcore puzzles
Swinging at the park
Windy days
Beautiful skies
Large trees
Happy animals
The smell of paint
Feeling accomplished
Laughing
Smiling
Clear Skin
Clean rooms
Helping others
Genuine people
Yummy sandwiches
Gardening All day Er’ Day
Daydreaming
The color green
Gemstones
Sleeping in/waking up peacefully.
Playing Pokemon
Vacuuming
Sneezing
Comfy Clothing
...
So I suppose it’s fine to drop at least another 2,000 dollars on my sisters teeth, and the previous atleast 3,000 is whatever too. I mean it’s not like she listens to the dentist and cares for her teeth or anything. But when I want a computer for school, cough, or new art supplies, I mean it’s not like I’m responsible or anything. No, what? It’s okay. -_- just go...
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Honesty is Key
Appearance []I have/had piercings besides the ears. [x] I want piercings besides the ears. [x] I have many scars. [x] I tan easily. [x] I wish my hair was a different color. [ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color. [ ] I have a tattoo. [x] I can be self-conscious about my appearance. [x] I have/had braces. [ ] I have more than two piercings. Embarrassment [ ] Disney movies...
September 2010
2 posts
Skinned Deep
RULES: Put your music player on shuffle. For each question, press the next button to get your answer. You must write that song name down no matter how silly it sounds!
1. If someone says “Is this okay?” you say? My Blue Heaven 2. What would best describe your personality? Oh Star 3. What do you like in a guy/girl? I Want to Hold Your Hand 4. How do you feel today? Toxic 5. What is your life’s...
August 2010
3 posts
Good adjectives. Hi I’m Nataly, this is my Tumblr. I’m a misanthropic, introverted, creative, analytical, pensive, skeptical, critical, quiet, precise, independent, abstract, eccentric, reserved, unsociable, modest, spontaneous, precise, loyal, awkward, stubborn, curious, artistic, mathematical, sarcastic, spiteful, philosophical, unemotional, cold, wishful, caring, contradictory, eager to...
Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
I really really miss you.
You know I really thought we were starting to become close. I suppose that was a lie too.
You’re so goddamn obnoxious why do you think you’re better than everyone.
I really love you but honestly when I say something and you think I’m joking, I actually mean it.
You’ve...
July 2010
1 post
June 2010
10 posts
We have a Brown Recluse spider in a cup, slowly dying. And I feel horrible for it. Even if I was the victim in both situations, I want to let him free or atleast give him a meal. I care too much for things in general.
On a much pleasanter note, I get to hang out with my best friend, or at least the closest person I have to call a best friend tomorrow :D<3 We spend months apart, but she seems...
You entered: Nataly Abrams
There are 12 letters in your name. Those 12 letters total to 37 There are 4 vowels and 8 consonants in your name.
Your number is: 1
The characteristics of #1 are: Initiating action, pioneering, leading, independent, attaining, individual.
The expression or destiny for #1: A number 1 Expression denotes the skilled executive with keen administrative capabilities....
Life Path Five
The Life Path 5 suggests that you entered this plane with a highly progressive mindset, with the attitude and skills to make the world a better place. The key word for your Life Path is freedom. In the pursuit of freedom, you are naturally versatile, adventurous, and advanced in your thinking. You are one of those people who is always striving to find answers to the many questions that life poses....
Do you have the guts take this survey? It’s a survey, why shouldn’t I. Would you do meth if it was legalized? No. Abortion: for or against it? For it. Do you think the world would fail with a female president? No. Do you believe in the death penalty? Yes, I’ve done my research.
Do you wish marijuana would be legalized already? Nope. Are you for or against premarital sex? I...
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Nine Lasts.
Cry: An hour agao
Beverage: Arizona Tea
Kiss: Nobody.
Hug: Um, Vanessa?
Movie Seen: 911 Documentary
Cd Played: ??? - Tokyo Police Club
Song Played: Citizens of Tomorrow
Phone Call: Micho
Purchase: Food
Eight have you evers.
Dated a Best Friend: No
Skinny Dipped: Nope
Kissed Somebody and Rregretted it: Never.
Fallen in love: Not with humans, just little things
Lost...
Crap about me.
LAYER 1: ON THE OUTSIDE. Name: Nataly Current Location: Earth Hair Color: Brown/Black? Righty/Lefty: Righty
LAYER 2: ON THE INSIDE. Your fear: It’s really too complex to try and make it out in words. Your dream of the perfect date: Honestly just have a good time.
LAYER 3: YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW. Your thoughts first waking up: “FUCK” My alarm clock always frightens me...
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I sorta just want to die. I’m not living. I’m just existing. I’m never going to be happy. People are shit. The people I like, I don’t have. The people I have, I don’t like. I need something more. I can’t live like this anymore. I want to vomit.
May 2010
6 posts
1 tag
I know I’m being a huge brat right now to my parents, and I don’t really want to hurt my dad. But I’m so sick of them taking the cheap way out of everything. Let me indulge every once in a while. Let me have that little bit of freedom, and if you say something at least keep your word for it. I’m not going to lower my standards for you guys. I feel like I took a stand...
“We all carry these things inside that no one else can see, They hold us down...”
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Why is life so unfair sometimes. I don’t understand, what so ever. Sometimes I think my faith in God is on the edge, I do love him, and I don’t care what anyone says. But sometimes just the things I see and the actions that occur in life, just make me want to breakdown. To just give up on everything. And I know I should have a solid faith, and I do. But I don’t know...
April 2010
5 posts
Often they are seen as cold and distant, but this is really the absorbed concentration they give to whatever problem they’re working on. Rationals value intelligence, in themselves and others, and they pride themselves on the ingenuity they bring to their problem solving.
Rationals are very scarce, comprising as little as 7 to 10 percent of the population. But because of their drive to...
Feeling tends to be all or none. When present, the INTP’s concern for others is intense, albeit naive. In a crisis, this feeling judgment is often silenced by the emergence of Thinking, who rushes in to avert chaos and destruction. In the absence of a clear principle, however, INTPs have been known to defer judgment and to allow decisions about interpersonal matters to be left hanging lest someone...
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I want a vision Of what life will bring Of where black is white In it I want to lie still in spring To touch death and Live To run delirious through the forest To whisper up at the moon in a storm To dream about a garden Where a rose will blow a petal Next to where a boy will sit Waiting only for me And together we will touch the stars © 2003 -MoonLitShadow
February 2010
1 post
January 2010
8 posts
Questions that make me think.
What is it like to wake up every morning and pretend that you aren’t dying?
If you had a friend who spoke to you in the same way that you sometimes speak to yourself, how long would you allow that person to be your friend?
If you found out you were going to die today, would you have any regrets? Would you be happy with the way you spent the last 24 hours of your life?
Do you ever feel like...
I would like to leave this place, and everybody, who can’t think for themselves. I have this knot in my stomach for something I shouldn’t care about. I don’t know.
Kid Cudi ft. MGMT & Ratatat - Pursuit Of...